Thursday, August 27, 2009

Madame Guillotine

So on monday me and my beloved sister went to go see "the scarlet pimpernel" at the Hale Centre Theatre! It was a rather successful drive into the city, I cant quite say the same for the way back but all around it was one of my best nights out!
I love the french! "The scarlet pimpernel" just happens to be my new 2nd favorite production the theatre has put on. The cast was immaculate and, although there were a few mess ups, the show was amazing. I hope HCT puts on a third production of this show.
I alway wish that they would put on a 2nd production of Camelot staring Joseph Paur as King Aurthor. I seem to have a wee bit of a crush and him.
Any way I just had to say that my monday night ended rather well for being the first day back to education.[bleh].
The bless-ed theatre has my delight in its hands.
xxXxx
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Thursday, August 13, 2009

I met the timeline

I've always found it hard to start a blog. I never know what to say or when I know what to say how it actually sounds.
But I saw a movie tonight. it actually only finished maybe 30 minutes ago. I think I'll go watch it again. "Girl Interrupted" is its name. I dont think I've ever seen a movie thats made me feel more crazy and normal at the same time. A movie of true events, those are the ones that hit me the hardest and inspire me the most.
I want to write a book. A real book with real people and real ideas. Not shitty ones with morals or schemeing plots to make it sound amazing, possibly make you cry then out of the fucking blue hits you with something to make you feel like your doing things all wrong. I'm paranoid that way. I've got it through my head that i'm making it right. I'm making it my way, our way. A way to make it better for, not just me or us, but everyone. All of our ideals or a better lifestyle are different. Everyone doesnt want the same things or plan to say trips. No, we have it engraved in us. Telling us where to go. Its like destiny. But there is no destiny, if there was there would be no point in trying. Things have already been made for us. A settlement in a simple timeline, a movie with an ending instead of a book that can always be changed, rewritten, or erased! unless written in pen of course.

I guess what i'm ultimately trying to say is. . .
actually, I dont really know what i'm trying to say.
our timeline isnt set, dont make a movie out of yourself

write a fucking book!


xxXxx
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Blind

Who knew i'd be so far behind on succeeding?
I sure didnt.
however who knew i'd be so far ahead of everyone in maturity.
I've grown up in town where you can be a loud, obnoxious badass and no one really cares other than the mormons who seem to be the most loud and obnoxious. Flip somebody off with out getting shot in the head. And be who you want to be with, once again, nobody caring. I havent expirienced war or crime and althought its happening all around us my town has very little knowledge of it. My mom grew up in a city, a small one but a city non-the-less. And my dad here, in this town of ignorance. I think of ways my life could have been different. I want to leave G-ville and move to some sort of action. I wonder if I were to grow up in a city, a big city, if i'd want to move to a small quiet town. why would anyone want to move here. everything thats good in this town has gone to shit. a modern town of destruction and corruption, the upbringing of saints in a hell. How exciting that must be. Well its not. I'm so sick of hearing people talk about how they cant wait to expirience something bigger and better. Thats great. Dream big. Everyone should.
But as i sit talking to you, you talk of your dreams and plans. not once did you mention waiting for her. I would wait a whole life time for her. I would never in a million years leave my friends behind if we both wanted the same dreams in the long run. hers are just gonna take longer because she doesnt want to be a fucking bum and work in a book store until she's 45. Your dreams may come with happiness but devisation as well.
once again I come back to this small town. When I say it comes with corruption I meant it. what has this town done to you? made you angry. when we came as a whole and realized we are much bigger than all of this. Slow down. I'm pissed at this town too. We can be outlaws together but I cant move at the slacking pace you are.
its not fair to us.
any of us
you ask why i'm mad at you and all i'm gonna say it that you hurt both of their feelings. and that means more to me than anything.
Everything


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