Thursday, July 23, 2009




evolutionary theory

I am in an exceptional mood this fine day.
Although I woke only hours ago, and fell asleep only hours before, something is in the air.

Perhaps its the sound of the beloved's "untitled", the almost rainy day, or that fact that i've watched watchmen 3 times in two days. The most delicious cheese ommlet sits in front of me getting cold because I'm having a writing flow. ...

Salmon posted pictures of Toro's birthday. Ralph, Salmon, Shalayne, and I had much fun making the most awful cake in awhile. Troll was hanging out with her BF so she was missed but we still managed to watch cradle of fear, and enjoy it just the same, with out her presence. odd.


I'm enrolling in Beauty school this fall. I'm hoping its what I really want to do because it seems to be something I love.. Hair, nails, muscles, facials, the whole fucking works thats for sure..
The future seems so close and although only months before i was concerned for it, I found it to look a bit brighter and fun. Even the grimy parts seem exciting. I'm still scared that i'll get fucked over by insurense and car sellsmen but I'll still be in utah for awhile so i'll get my dad to help me.
I've grown up. From being a popularity concerned child to a home buyer. Its exciting knowing that I've become my own evolutionary theory.

xxXxx
VK

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Girl with golden eyes

She speaks to me in Persian
Tells me that she loves me
The girl with golden eyes
And though I hardly know her
I let her in my veins
And trust her with my life

I wish I had never kissed her
'Cause I just can't resist her
The girl with golden eyes
Every time she whispers
'Take me in your arms
The way you did last night.'

Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life.

I wake up every morning
Jonesing for her love
The girl with golden eyes
I won't have to wait long
'Til she buries me with roses
'Cause she's always by my side

Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life.

Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life.
Everything will be okay
Everything will be alright
If I can get away from her
And save my worthless life.

~sixx a.m

Friday, July 17, 2009

The greatest damn thing

omg you guys!
after a failed hair cut my hair never wanted to listen or do what is was told!
which meant no curls, no style, no fun.

but the greatest thing just happened a few short minutes ago.
as i was looking at some old pinups I decided to try out some victory rolls again. Somthing i had failed at for weeks but alas my hair decided to help me out and they actually worked!
I took some fabulous pictures of me and will post them in time... but I cant find the cord to the computer so I must wait

xxXxx
VK

Picture-Tastic



I think I think too much! Thanks to my delusional mindset I'm continuously wondering about the most outrageous things that would never cross others minds. The obsession, the beloved, the gruesome fucking picture. I am Giant. Hear me fucking roar!

So to pass the time I take loads of pictures.

Mostly of the weirdest of things or I find my self looking up pictures of ridiculous things like old clocks and hairstyles of the forties. Whoo go victoria. I even mangaged to take a few pictures while driving, before I almost killed myself, it went rather successfully.

But as I was looking through all of my pictures tonight I came across some history.
I found videos of myself and my friends hanging out beneath the trees and remembered when i felt so simple. The Sweater and green bow gave away my childlike ways and made me smile, call up an old friend, and "re-kindle" a boysterous wild fire. Because thats how I feel when hanging out with her. As though the very ground we walk upon burns to ashes.

more useless information:
Ralph is headed to comic con on tuesday! They have over 400 events going on in a course of 4 days. How exciting. Neil Gaimen, Gerd, Elvira, Mythbusters, and so many more important and awesome guests are gonna be there. Jealousy gets the best of me. behh.
I feel like a freak hoping that she brings me back Gerd's autograph
TeeHee
oh no.

i'm wasting away writing this so I suppose i'll go waste me worthless words elsewhere

xxXxx
vk



Wednesday, July 15, 2009

I sound like a bloody poetic wanker

So my dear friend Desperado just stated how things even out. And I agree completely. even about the thinking too much.
However, does death and happiness for a new phone really compare. Or speding 20 bucks to go to the movies add up to $400 of repairs?
I wouldnt ever think so but just the thought of evening things out frightens me...
if i were someone pesimistic i would say i had a fear of being happy for fear of being sad. . .

but any way moving on.. .. ..

So I just got out of a relationship, if you can call it that. I found myself wanting to do nothing but have fun and led him on to believe he liked me. . but he only liked the thought i was portraying to him. After time moved on I realized I would much rather spend the rest of my life with the clot(and i know in time that isnt always gonna end the way i want it to) than be in a happy relationship. I'm looking for perfection in a broken incomplete mirror.
How poetic.

xxXxx
VK